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June 1st, 2009


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09:35 pm - Chaste Makes Waste
Last night/this morning, I dreamed I was in Leverage. I'm not sure whether I was Hardison or myself, but Sophie hadn't cased the joint properly, and we had to run away from a guard. And I held Parker's hand.

That's what I remember most vividly, holding her hand. It gave me the most wonderful, happy, content feeling.

I don't know whether it's because I don't have a lot of Experience, but I don't normally have dreams about having sex. Or even making out. In my conscious fantasies, of course, I have dirty thoughts, but my subconscious is rarely so explicit. My favorite dreams, the ones I still remember years later, have always been about much more mundane activities. When I was way into Natalie Portman, the one dream I remember her appearing in, we were just cuddling in a papasan chair. Or she smiled at me from across the room and walked over and rubbed my shoulder or something. Or we were sitting in the back of a limousine, talking, and maybe we almost kissed before I woke up.

That's the kind of thing I dream about doing with a girl. Just being...intimate, feeling important and loved. That's what makes my dreams dreams, the sort you wish would come true, the sort you're disappointed to wake from when you find yourself in your bed alone and none of it was real, none of it at all.
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From:electricmonk
Date:June 2nd, 2009 05:49 am (UTC)
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I know the feeling. The minutes after you wake up are the worst.

You'll get there.
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From:holly96
Date:June 2nd, 2009 05:52 am (UTC)
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Just being...intimate, feeling important and loved. That's what makes my dreams dreams, the sort you wish would come true, the sort you're disappointed to wake from when you find yourself in your bed alone and none of it was real, none of it at all.
This is exactly my experience as well, except with guys. Like you, I don't really ever dream about sex (I know I have before, but it's rare and nothing that sticks with me). Instead, it's things like holding hands, or sitting shoulder-to-shoulder, or simply embracing that give me those warm feelings that stay with me after I wake up (even though I'm disappointed at the same time). I can remember one dream in particular where my "boyfriend" was standing across a room leaning against a table and I walked over and leaned into him and he put his arms around me. It was the best dream ever. And no, I'm not going to say who it was. :-)
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From:spectralbovine
Date:June 2nd, 2009 06:32 am (UTC)
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WAS IT ME??

That sounds like my dreams too.
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From:holly96
Date:June 2nd, 2009 08:34 am (UTC)
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Heh. No, it wasn't you. Although I did dream once that you were my roommate. This one was actually a celebrity, although most of the time I dream either about guys I know in real life that I'm not actually interested in or random dream guys that as far as I know don't actually exist.
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From:smrou
Date:June 2nd, 2009 08:07 pm (UTC)
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I don't know whether it's because I don't have a lot of Experience, but I don't normally have dreams about having sex. Or even making out. In my conscious fantasies, of course, I have dirty thoughts, but my subconscious is rarely so explicit.
Yeah, same. I occasionally have romantic or relationship-y dreams, but not sex dreams.

When I was way into Natalie Portman, the one dream I remember her appearing in, we were just cuddling in a papasan chair.
This makes me think of Joey's dream about Monica where they were cuddling in a chair doing a crossword.
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From:outforawalk
Date:June 3rd, 2009 08:08 am (UTC)
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*likes this post*

I'm a fan of handholding.
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From:the_narration
Date:June 3rd, 2009 04:02 pm (UTC)
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You know, I can't for the life of me remember ever having a sex dream. Not before I'd had sex, not when I was having plenty of sex, and not when I had gone a long time without having sex. Just can't remember it ever happening.

So you're not unusual in that regard.

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